you will respect my AUTHORITAY

merry christmas! happy kwanzaa! happy new year! happy early birthday to my little sister!

holy crap, i am so behind.

sorry? i wanna say i've been busy -- truth is, i haven't. my life consists of a) waking up at eleven, b) eating, c) watching crap tv/updating podcasts, d) eating, e) laundry, f) going on the internet quite late and staying there until the wee hours of the morning, but only to download music and g) finally, blessedly, turning in for the night--after h) eating some more.

thank goodness we have one more week so i can do all of that. mmhm!

what's new, lemme think...oh. it is confirmed, you heard it here first, it's a web exclusive--

BIANCA IS GOING TO SF STATE. whoop dee (freaking) doo!

i won't go quietly, though. i stoutly refuse to let my dad drive me to school, or to take the bus like my mum wants me to. those sons of guns are gonna buy me a car so i can GO TO FCUKING COLLEGE BY MYSELF. no freaking WAY are they gonna keep me here just to treat me like a child for another year.

i have HAD IT.

what else?  mmm. okay, since everyone else is doing it, i suppose i'll say something for new years (even though it's already the third).

2005 was--no joke--the best year ever.

i laughed, cried, yadda yadda, but the best part is that i had so many wonderful people to share it with. i'd list names, but those special individuals know who they are anyway (and i'm completely fcuking lazy and incompetent right now, it's ridic). I LOVE YOU ALL.

here's to another fabulous year together and apart!

what elseeee? OOOH. if you've finished the ap bio homework, feel like lending a hand? i'll...what will i do?...i'll...bake you something...!

and and and...

i have completely fallen in love with emerson spartz. he is the sexiest most wonderful mofo like on the whole planet, and he's accomplished so many sexcellent things, and he goes to notre dame. buy me a plane ticket pronto!

i quite think i've covered everything. mostly. yeah, none of what's been happening is of great consequence anyway.

p.s. angie -- i found it! "they" - jem. *hysterical giggle*

hush, keep it down now--voices carry

i've worn the same pair of jeans for three days and no one's noticed; i learned how to make a mean grilled cheese sandwich on my george foreman; i have exactly $71.91 in change with a bit of creative counting; i've been listening to nothing but christmas songs and have heard nine different versions of "feliz navidad"; i downloaded the newest version of itunes and am darn proud of myself for waiting all three hours; i slept until 10:45 and didn't get into trouble; i went to the old folks home and watched someone else sing them carols.

winter break is so. boring.

too strong for too long

okay, now this layout is a keeper. *nods*

i got my sat II scores back. i only did well on lit (740); i don't really wanna talk about math or bio. who needs dumb ol' sats anyway?

*pout*

finals week '05

monday

took gov test; was insultingly easy. wrote essays for english, had to keep redoing them since mr. jackson hates graph paper, pencil, and writing on the back of things. was terribly glad to be finished. went downtown with grace and hannah--had highly unsatisfying lunch of crazy bread. am malnourished. met up with silli, looked at purses and overpriced jeans. TOUCHED FAKE SNOW THAT FELT LIKE REAL SNOW BUT WASN'T.

went to library to "finish" bio. are spies to catch cheaters! bald librarian doesn't deserve to live; is jerk. went home at three, got tutored 'til 6, listened to feechao complain about english 'til 12. am sooooo tired.

tuesday

welp, i just wasted four hours. precalc wasn't at all like i thought it would be. ms. song let us use graphing calculators, a toolkit, and it was multiple choice--but i still bombed the dang final! holy jeez. ally gave me a kwanzaa present and i love her. <3

since i'm an EDITOOOOORRR, i didn't have to do much for journalism; my only requirement was that i suffer for an hour while six groups presented their news projects. victoria came to visit and eat paolo's spinach dip! that made my day.

saw val too, which made my month. i missed my college buddies.

tomorrow--bio and sahil! what a combo.

wednesday

hands down, today was seriously the best finals day ever--because i didn't take a single test! wooo. i had breakfast with mia and jen at first watch (best waffle i've ever had in my whole LIFE, man), then we headed back to school and i got a shatload of presents.

bio was fun, but ms. hamilton's haircut made me kinda ill. she looks like a pregnant man. now i've seen everything!

i had to walk to the library in the facking rain, which was completely awful because i smelled like wet dog and looked like a drowned rat. *sigh* it's okay, though. the hurricane victim thing kinda works for me.

AAAAAND NOW...'TIS WINTER BREAK! joys. tomorrow, i shall sleep in and eat raisin bran for lunch and jog in the drizzle (so that i will be svelte and slim for the new year, you won't even recognize me) and watch christmas shows until it gets dark. and maybe we can hang out! yay.

i am curious about the dog in the night-time

you like my new layout? hmmmm? it's very...um. well. it's better than my old one (edit--> especially since my new old one pissed everyone off by like, not working. *sigh*)

is it bad if i'm not looking forward to christmas? i can just tell that this year is going to be different, and not in a good way--for one thing, my parents keep threatening me: "no tree if you don't do the laundry! no presents if your grades don't improve! no christmas because we don't like you!" i can't afford to buy anyone much of anything, and i am sorely lacking in santaspirit.

therefore, i have decided to get my kwanzaa on.

14 DAYS PEOPLE. GET YO DASHIKIS READY.